Friday, July 2, 2010

worth the wait!

it is definitely worth the wait. waited in line at the bank and yes i was able to deposit the cheque. waited for a carwash and yes i am satisfied with the result and waited in line at the dentist and yes i was now ache free from my tooth but feeling a little pain due to my chained braces and filed and filled tooth but it wont last that long, maybe a day or two and it'll be fine.

tomorrow's another day. nothing much to do except for the usual house stuff. have to stay at home to pretty stand up for my little white lie, haha, i'm out of town, somewhere south? anyway, that would be it for the day.....

Thursday, July 1, 2010

extra tired

for some reason, i dunno why i felt so tired and wasted after a rebonding session. i'm so dead tired that i cannot even eat, it would be ok if i just loose my appetite but this feeling of tiredness and whole body ache is really weird.

anyway, another day has pass and tomorrow's gonna be another struggle. struggle to keep my distance from my "so called friends" which up to now kept on calling me. i'm so not good at this so i really wish they would stop bugging me around. i just want to have a peaceful day, relaxed and happy. nothing much for this day, guess i'll retire early!

awakened me!

the past few days has been very busy. busy with both physical and emotional. went on a little soul searching at the same time!

i'm venturing into a new business which i am positive that will yield positive outcome because i really like it. i am now into perfumery. really can't wait to sniff on my finish products which i started to age inside my ref. i have 4 scents as of the moment. loving it so much. will wait 6 more days to bottle it.

i just learned about it through internet few weeks ago and from them on it didn't leave my mind so when i finally got my financial aid, from hubby ofcourse, i went straight to the store to attend the seminar and finally bought my stater kit. as soon as i got home, i started reading the manual to refresh my mind and then proceeded to blending my perfume, it was such a great satisfaction to be able to do the things that i want, a relief after having negative thoughts about my friends betrayal few days ago.

God is truly very very kind to me. after having a bad feeling about my " so called" friends which even lead me to cry a little, he gave me another reason to feel good and that is my going into my perfume addiction, LOL! he also gave me customers to rebond which means more cash flow, i'm so loving my life! a very good and loving husband and true bestfriends that lift my spirit during those times. funny that this so called friends of mine started calling and texting me yesterday, problem now is how can i manage to stay away from them without them noticing my dislike to be with them. i just felt bad that i dont wanna see them anymore. i hope my inner Ms Friendship character wont ruin my plan. i just want them to learn their lessons and eventually realize how bad they were, hmmm bitter! haha.

only few entries yet i really miss my blogging session already. wish i can do it everyday. i really have so much in my mind that i wanna share here but time restrict me form doing it. well then, till the next blog! ciao!