Enough is Enough

Guess i've had enough dramas in my life..only realizes that just now! huh! i wanna scream my heart out and tell the world this is me! a more stronger and braver me. how i wish it was that easy. how i wish i realizes that before i turned myself into this some kind of SHIT! I hate myself for being like this and now I wanna change that. I wanna be the Bitch that will kick some ass! I just so love love this exuberance of freedom that I'm feeling right now. Enough for the heartaches that's making me sick and kill the person in me and of course the tears that keeps on falling because of all the hurt and so much pain. I wish someday he'll realize all of this. he'll find out within himself how bad he is to me. I hate you so much that i wanna get even..at least?! You push me away and that's the sad truth! No matter how big my love for you, this has to end. I love you so much but it's about time to start loving myself. I've given almost half of my life to you, I praised you. made you the center of my everything.give up my own happiness and dreams. you literally had my life and soul that should be enough. Laugh, laugh, and more laughters! i wanna enjoy the new ME! P.S. Got songs for you baby! check out JLo's Alive! lovingly dedicated to you...enjoy!