"decide what you want and go for it"

i am now deciding on what i want and i really wanna go for it, i just hope it's not too late!

been wanting to do so much stuff and yet so many things adhere me from pushing forward with my goals. i almost felt my life is a big mess. it's a continuos cycle that i thought i will not be able to break, well, till this very moment i have doubts if i can really do it. how i wish i became brave enough to stand up for what i really want....it's also my fault that i let it happened to me. i should have done what i think would make me really happy and satisfied.

blogging for instance is one of those things i really want to do many years now, one of the "so many things on my to do list". so many thoughts and ideas and yet i don't know how to start it. it's been a struggle coz everytime i started typing those thoughts and ideas just flew away, for some reason i cannot concentrate, maybe my mind is preoccupied with so many things that i don't know which one to put in first. this time around i wanna try my luck and i hope i will emerge victorious with it, LOL!

after almost two years, i'm back here at blogger. hoping to share my everyday thoughts to all of you guys out there. whoever you are at wherever you are. hope that this will all make sense especially to those people who at this moment is on the same shoe as mine.

my 1st post started kinda off, i'm just so pissed with my better half that i decided to blurt it all out here. but on the other hand, that also inspires me to focus on issues on womanhood, my being a wife, a friend, a daughter and ofcourse an individual!