don't want my wings clipped.......

it's just isn't fair! why can't i do things on my own? why does it have to be always with his permission and knowledge? i am married but that doesn't necessarily mean that i cannot have a life on my own, that i cannot do things the way i wanted to. it's just so frustrating to be in this kind of situation. i've been having so much of this way way back and yet i cannot do anything about it, i wish i really could. i just love him so much and now i can say that too much love really kills....huh!